~reflections~ a collection of poems and emotions~

Chapter 2 ~ Innocence ~ Page 1

2012-01-30T23:02:00.002+05:30

Innocence is a virtue that like virginity should be lost at the right time in life. An innocent child might be adored and cherished by all where as an innocent adult is probably going to be loved by some but usually in this world full of sharks, will end up being bullied and scammed by all.

School was a time of innocence for me or some might say "Forest Gump" time for me. But I guess it was not the case with all, some do lose their virginity at an early age and so is the case with innocence for some kids and the funny thing is that they get talked about by your parents a lot, who want you to be smart like them. But in all this cauldron there are a bunch of people that you end up sticking with until complexities of adulthood come into force.

Chapter 1 ~ The Heart ~ Page 1

2012-01-23T01:55:00.001+05:30

Every night I feel the emptiness where my heart usually used to be, now there is just a muscular organ, pumping blood into my body. Every night I look for the heart that I used to have and I keep wondering where it is. May be someone took it, maybe I lost it somewhere or maybe it broke long time back.

I first remember experiencing my heart when I was watching a magic show on TV. It must have been 1990 and I was in Srinagar at my maternal grandmother's place. A woman was being cut into two halves, or so it was, and I felt my heart pounding like it would burst anytime. So, is that how I came to know that I possessed a heart ? May be! Not realizing at that time that this was just the beginning of a journey for this little pumping organ. It was perhaps the first time it had realized the connection it had with my emotional chords, or may be it was the first time i had felt it beating so fast.

The next thing I remember is, I leaving the place in the wee hours of the morning with my parents and it would be 22 years before I would come back for a visit. I remember crying out loud for I didn't want to leave my grandmother's place not knowing that they too will join us sometime later and with them some lakhs of people in the city of Jammu. This must have been the first time my heart must have felt the feeling of being broken and it had nothing to do with Kashmir, I didn't even know what Kashmir was or that I was a Kashmiri or that we were leaving for we were Kashmiri Pandits. I was just heart broken for I really didn't want to leave the house where I was treated like a prince.

And hence, I was at a new place in a new house, that I faintly remembered having visited before, and suddenly the faces of my family changed from a different set of uncles and aunts to newer ones, grandma, grandpa and neighbors were new additions. My first memory, perhaps, at this new home was getting pampered by my dear Aunt. She was really upbeat about surprising me with the new Akai VCP that my grandpa must have just purchased, as I was asked to do the honors of pulling the cream colored sheet off it. I don't remember feeling any change of heartbeat, after all it was just a small black box placed on a bigger dumb box !

With the new city came new school, a school that would be with me for the next thirteen years or so. It turned out to be a long term investment. Ah! but at first it was just another first day at school and I was again in tears, like I was on the first day of my school in Srinagar, when my mom was dropping me off in the class full of strangers. Thirteen years on my last day at this school as it turned out to be, didn't prove to be much different, but thats for later. For now, it was time for getting settled in this new big world of Model Academy, B.C. Road.

The first few memories I have are of badly lit corridors, small wooden benches with bad finish, Mrs. Mahajan-the "form" teacher and noise - that would remain consistent for the next thirteen years. These early school memories would not be complete without the memories from the only other school I ever went to and it was in Srinagar - A story cut shot. All I have is a bunch of incoherent memories of a class without benches and just a chair and table for the teacher, an iron gate, a senior guy who was trying to keep me busy, while the transport to take us home came, with a magnet (that I understood after some years when my father gave me a pair of bar magnets, it was fantastic gift), a few classmates, a tall tree in the courtyard, and a water balloon fight. My last memory from that school befittingly was my trip back to home from school. It was dramatically through some route in fields as the city must have been closed down. My five year old mind unaware of the turbulent events unfolding outside the world of cocoon I lived in.

Yaad Hamei Sham Woh

2012-01-15T21:58:00.001+05:30

Bheegi hui shaam woh,
Mehka hua naam woh...
Yaad hame aaj bhi woh,
Uski kaampti palke woh,

Mere sath baithi woh,
Uski Mehekti mehndi woh,
Uske hath ki kampan woh,
Mera hath thamein woh,

Bujte hue Diye Woh,
Halki Halki hawa woh,
Raat ka intezaar woh,
Tere sath ka ehsaas woh,

Hamari pehli mulakat woh,
Aachal me chupa pyaar woh,
Arson pehle guzre woh,
Arson baad yaad woh.

By: Aditya Aima

Thanks Neeru Di for the first two lines :)

Safar

2011-12-17T20:33:00.003+05:30

Log to aate jate hai,

zindagi ka karvaan bi chalta rehta hai,

Sab chale gaye apni manzil chun kar,

hum bhi chale akele apni rah par,

Safar chalo akele hi rahega ,

par manzil ko to mereintezaar hoga,

Kuch to baat hogi hum main bhi,

jo maloom nahi humko abhi,

Bina kisi ka sath liye akele hi sahi,

par chale to ja rahehai...

Ghar ke aangan se,

rah ko taakte rehte the hum bhi kabhi,

Kisi ke intezaar main,

sham aur savere baithete the wahin,

Raahi guzarte rehte the,

par koi dastak mere darwaze pe kabhi hui nahi,

Suraj ko dhalte dekha wahin se har baar,

chand bhi guzra kai baar,

Intezaar tha muje bhi kisi humrahi ka,

koi char pal ke sathi ka…

Baithe bhi rehte kab tak hum,

yuhin gamgeen hoke pathar ki chaukhat par,

Socha yahan nahi to aage kahin,

ho jayega kabhi kisi se samna shayad,

Ek subah hosla karke,

uth gaye apna samaan potli main bandh kar,

Rah pakad li hum ne yeh sochkar,

ki aage mil jayega koi humrah shayad,

Manzil to ab humne maut ko maan liya,

sathi bhi ab is safar ko samaj liya,

Bus chale ja rahe hai,

Koi sathi nahi to kya hua,

Hum to bas chalte ja rahe hai….

By: Aditya Aima

On The Other Side

2011-12-04T18:44:00.001+05:30

I am leaving for a place,

A place far away from here,

I have a box with me,

Filled with the stuff I love.

There is an Island far from here,

Come after me to this place,

The place I dream of,

A place where none exists.

None shall ever find us there,

There is a big tree in the field,

Under which I have hidden my heart,

It will all be yours, I brought no one else here.

Leave all that u don’t need,

For it brings up pain,

Just take your heart and come,

We don’t need much, just love.

Leave behind all your greed,

Burn all your desires and come,

I am waiting for you on the other side,

There will no one else be except us.

Don’t tell anyone this, it’s a secret,

The place I made for you and me,

Look under your pillow,

I hid a map, when you were asleep.

There will be a gate made of gold,

I will be there standing,

Come soon, I will be waiting,

Till then, it is incomplete.

By: Aditya Aima

Sath Walee Khalee Kursee

2011-11-07T01:43:00.001+05:30

Itni badi bheed main girha hua akele dum sa ghut ta hai,

Teri dhuli hui mehki zulfon main sanss lene to dil tarastahai,

Is shoor o gul main teri chechahat sunne ko kaan beetab hai,

Deeewar pe tangi ghadi ki tik-tik sannate ka ehsaas karatihai,

Teri pazeeb ki chan chan se is sannate se nijaat ka armaanhai….

Tanha rehni ki aadat na pad jaye ab bas itni khuda seguzarish hai,

Meri aankho main tere chehre ka aks padne ki chahat si hai,

Mere ashko se namm gallon ko tere honton ke chuan ki tadaphai,

Tere kaandhon ko sehlane ki meri ungliyun ko zaroorat sihai…

Itni badi bheed main bas tuje hi mere nazrein dhund rahihai,

Tere kadmon ki aahat sunne ko meri dehleez thami hui si hai,

Mere farsh pe biche kaleen ko bas tere pairon ki talash hai,

Meri sath walee khalee kursee ko bas tera mere sath baithne kaintezaar hai.

By:

Aditya Aima

Waiting for Sun Rise

2011-09-05T04:03:00.000+05:30

Long long away from home,
Night denies to cease to be ,
Waiting for the ray of hope,
To light up like it used to be.

Sitting on porch of cold stone,
Eyes ever so tightly closed,
I have never been so alone,
Life never seemed so boned.

Every breath of night air,
Sends chills thru my spine,
Every breeze through my hair,
My heart given out a whine.

Waiting for the sun rise,
I sit with my eyes closed,
It gets hard to breathe,
I wait for the night to cease.

By:
Aditya Aima

Dedicated to my Grand Father

Castle I Dream...

2011-06-14T02:25:00.001+05:30

Blank mind! No expressions to write,
I try hard; you don’t let go of my mind.

Who are you! I wonder entire night !
Yet again! A stranger has me in a bind.

Now tell me, do you plan to hang around ?
Will you mourn a moment, or more ?

Or like others, you will keep on awhile,
"Friends forever", you might say in the end.

Each time you hold me in a tight trap,
I feel certain, I won't be the one who lets go.

Hope, you won’t let go when you please,
Not again! Another castle in thin air I dream.

By: Aditya Aima

Dedicated to a beautiful stranger...

Too Far Away...

2011-05-23T04:00:00.000+05:30

A crowd of enchanted smiles,
Captivated by your entrancing eyes,
Something about your stare,
Stranger I wasn’t just that night.

Waiting for this all my life,
A night spend with you,
With you all by my side,
Is just what I forever desired.

The candle and the wind,
Played with you all the while,
I looked with just a smile,
Dazed by your shimmer so bright.

You were just a table away,
Far enough to be true anyway,
I just blinked my rapt eyes,
And you just faded away, far away…

By: Aditya Aima

Wise Man Clever Man

2010-12-21T15:11:00.000+05:30

Wise Wise Wise, Words Words Words...

Wise Words Wise Words Wise,

Words Wise Words Wise Words..

A Wise Man and a Clever Man sitting on a bench, and between them is a Human...

As the Human tries to speak, clever man tweeks the words as he speaks,

As the human tries to speak, wise man silences him as he tries to squeak...

Words are clever, silence is wise, speak only when your words sound wiser than the silence u must mind...

By: Aditya Aima

Numb !

2010-11-19T09:01:00.001+05:30

How does it feel when you are not touched by your dream,
How does it feel being touched without being touched by the one who gives you that feel,
How does it feel knowing that the closest to her breath you will be when it comes with that ocean breeze,
How does it feel hearing her heartbeat but you cant jump across the distance that is as wide as two shores of Atlantic,
Don't ask me any of these things because I am too numb to feel the difference between the feelings that are coming to me...

By: Aditya Aima

Wake Up Smile

2010-11-11T08:40:00.006+05:30

I told you so, when you were deep in sleep, the love that u have, shall always be mine...

Whenever I see you, like I see you now, I just think one thing, would you be forever mine...

When I plant a kiss on your cheeks, while you are deep in sleep, the smile on your lips,makes me wonder, would their kiss always be mine...

And when you open your eyes, the half closed sleepy eyes, makes me just wish, that their first look be till death mine...

The touch of your tender hands to my bearded face, makes me think, can a sand like me hold a flower like you against the winds of time...

But then you gaze at me with that look of yours that asks me, could I wake up next to you for every sunrise of our lives...

By:
Aditya Aima

Nazar bhi to aaao...

2010-10-30T17:05:00.003+05:30

Jane kahan ho tum, idhar bhi to aaao,
Jahan main kidhar ho, tum nazar bhi to aaao,
Likhe gaye hai kitne fasane tum pe,
Bas ek fasana hamare sath jee to jaaao,
Kal tum jo na the mere zehen mai,
Koi aarzoo bhi na thi meere dil mai,
Par ab tum jo na mere paas aaoge,
Jal jaiegi har aarzoo bhi hawa mai,
Chalte chalte tum mera hath bas tham lo,
Sehra ke uss paar tak tumhi mera sath do,
Is tez dhoop mai tumhi meri shaam bano,
Apni zulf ki zara si ab muje chaoun do,
Bahaar aane tak tum mere sath raho,
Har bahaar main bas tumhi meri har khusboo bano,
Bas ek baar ab nazar bhi to aaao,
Jane kahan ho tum ab meere paas bhi to aaao.

By:
Aditya Aima

I never thought I will miss the Mess

2010-07-25T22:15:00.003+05:30

Dedicated to life at symbi..

I never thought I will miss the mess,
And the messy food,
I never thought that I will miss the lectures,
And the lecturer’s looks,
I never thought I will miss the exams,
And all the fuss,
I never thought that I will miss the Hostel,
And its late night food,
I never thought I will miss the PlaceCOM,
And all their treachery and hoax,
All when it’s gone I still miss my Symbi,
And the friends it gave me.
I will always miss the Audi, its GL’s,
That made us so sleepy,
Will always miss the college bus,
And the wind that blew at me,
Always miss the cafeteria,
Its coffee and the company,
I will always miss the drunken friends,
And their talks that never seemed to have an end,
Will always miss the gatekeeper,
And all that cajoling,
I will always remember the late nights,
The song and the dance that made them special,
I will always miss the life of this campus,
The one we all called Symbi….

By: Aditya Aima
Thanks to Supam Dua for her Contribution

My Motherland Pleads...

2010-06-16T00:19:00.001+05:30

Another Innnocent dies,
Another Soul bids good bye,
My Motherland cries,
As another bullet, passes by.

A precious life,
whether you or whether them,
Some mother's son dies,
My motherland still cries.

A bullet from you,
or a bullet from them,
My motherland asks,
Who brought this bullet into my life.

The land of Saints,
The land of peace,
When did it cease,
To have memories sweet.

To you and to them,
My motherland pleads,
Stop fighing for me,
I don't need either,please.

By: Aditya Aima

Picture Perfect

2010-03-08T06:09:00.000+05:30

Looks like She is a mysterious girl,
At the bar right across where I see,
Dressed in like a black pearl,
Shine and Shadow is the effect she throws at me.

Complels me to decipher her,
She has that effect on me,
hair resting on her shoulder,
as if it was nowhere else meant to be.

Pulls me towards her strongly,
her presence it seems is talking to me,
As I walk towards her silently,
Feels like she is having that effect on me.

As I stand right behind her,
To get a look of her face, i desire,
She moves back her hair,
As she turns around slowly.

She looks over her shoulder,
Right up towards where I stand,
Her big black eyes pull me closer,
A smile that says glad I am indeed.

I sit next to her,and see her upclose,
Holding them back,the tears in her eyes,
Trying to hide the pain, but it shows,
Wait she did but his promises were lies.

A few moments with her, make me feel,
to hold her in my arms, strongly,
love her so much that her pain heals,
place her in my heart ever so tenderly.

Men might have been cruel to her,
True love it seems has always eluded her,
Oh god, let me undo everything they did to her,
Let me just love her, only her and forever.

There is a void that needs to be filled,
Something unsaid that weighs my heart,
I walk up to her and still say nothing,
Her still passionate eyes captivate my senses!

She will break the silence with effort I feel,
But tender my concern, I wont hurt,
Will she talk to me like she is really keen,
There is a barrier, that is there unbroken.

She looks at me and pretends not to see,
Loves to talk yet never she shows,
With someone else never is she seen,
wait still she does for someone who never shows.

She gets up and gathers herself,
I try to say wait, but my voice gives up,
She walk through the door with her lonelyself,
she left me captivated with her presence,Oh ! shut up,
It was just too picture perfect...

By: Aditya Aima
Special Thanks to Eeshwari for her valuable help...

Air that I can't breathe

2010-02-27T07:33:00.000+05:30

A bad dream wakes me up at night,
Life full of struggles says happiness at the end,
Innocent soul that I began as,
Corrupted by the world's Hippocratic acts,
Surrounded by air that I couldn't breathe,
Promised a paradise that I could never see,
Simple joys used to fuel my happiness,
But never real did they seem to be,
Society never let me be satisfied with what I had,
Shoulders burdened with expectations that never ceased,
Tired day, all I need is a good night sleep,
But bad dreams wake me up and never cease to be,
Insecurities filled in my subconscious cage my life,
A dawn that never rescues me,
Dew on the grass that I want to walk on,
Lonely in a crowd of hoax identities,
Waiting to be rescued just like me,
Desires only hurt you in the end,
Smiles as fake as they could be,
Truth that only seems to be a mystery,
Trust in this world is already extinct,
Love became an abbreviation for bargain,
Loneliness that has become a lifestyle,
Words that I write would never be complete,
Life that I live would never be satisfied,
Society they say would never let me be.

By: Aditya Aima

Beauty and The Beast

2010-02-26T01:40:00.000+05:30

Cursed he was to have a face of Beast,
And heart as cold as frozen stream,
That had ceased to flow in lack of love,
Lived in his palace, as cursed as he was,
A Prince once he stood,along with his friends,
Became cursed, all because of him.
In wait of her touch was his soul,
To gift him the warmth of love,
That could lift the curse that lay on his life.

Punished he was for the act he didn't mean,
Lost all his hope he had in-fact,
Just then she appeared as a gift of life,
But afraid she was from his presence,
No matter how hard he tried to convince.
Still tried to win her heart over,
But rough his hands were,
Lacked a tender touch indeed.

But then a miracle that happened,
A gesture that he showed,
Made her see the kind heart of his,
Covered with mossy stone it had been.
A change that she brought in him,
Changed, as what, she had seen him,
And, now she could see him clearly,
Through the prism of love,
Chiseled by friendship they had formed.

But still the beast he remained,
Till they showed the act of true love,
Just a little chance they needed,
To break the curse that stood in between,
And as fate tried to part them away,
Embraced death he to save her at least,
Tears that rolled down her cheeks,
Broke the curse that stood for years,
In her arms, he woke up as a prince,
Like, she had dreamed him to be.

BY: Aditya Aima
A tribute... to the movie "Beauty and The Beast"

The Bakery

2010-02-22T08:38:00.000+05:30

Dusty roads being swept in the morning,
The Bakery just across was opening,
Sweet fragrance of freshly baked cup-cake,
Pulled me inside clutching me by my waist.
There she stood right across the display,
With whiff of dough on her face,
She looked at me with a piercing gaze,
Asked me without even saying a word,
What she could do for my taste?
And all I wanted to say was,
“Will you bake for me for the rest of my mortal life”,
But all I could muster up was this,
“Will you bake me a cake”,
And she said, “why not”.
So, there I stood, with a cake,
Not my birthday, nor hers.
Come back by again,
She said to me,
“Only if you bake for me for the rest of my life”,
I said that at-last.
And she stood there looking at me,
With a smile across her face,
And with a voice soft as her cake,
She whispers into my ear,
“Honey, only if you pay for it with all your love, for the rest of our life”.

By: Aditya Aima

Bring The Curtain Down

2010-02-21T06:37:00.000+05:30

They say world is a stage and we just play our parts,
From childhood till today, we played with our hearts,
The script made you my sweetheart in my love acts,
Act one was when I looked at you with innocent gaze,

Early morning with my hazy eyes I saw you always,
I saw you giggle away while I played with my mates,
Time drifted away, our paths moved far away,
Act two was when I found you out once again,
Fate brought you into my life; I placed you in my heart,
You might remember the day I said that I love you,
And you asked me why, what is there that you see,
It took few scenes before you saw what I saw in us,
Life moved on for quite some time with love, fights and smiles,
Act three was when I made some mistake and you moved away,
I acted strange, but I didn't lie when I said I Love You,
And now when I am lonesome without you,
I wonder if you too miss me like I do,
They say world is a stage and now I say to them,
My stage is empty without you,
And I know you won't come back again,
So, they can bring the curtain down for the one last time….

By: Aditya Aima

Dedicated to "Are you lonesome tonight" - Elvis Presley

Life's Unknown

2010-01-16T13:10:00.000+05:30

A breeze of cold night air,
A chill through my spine,
Sitting on the stairs of stone,
of a makeshift theatre, open in air.

I look around,
people I know, people I don't,
surrounded by crowd I am,
In search of whom..? I still am.

No Rum and Coke,
No cigarette smoke,
my Life's just in need of,
Love and Home.

Sitting through the movie,
Waiting for life's new turn,
In search of hand to hold,
and take me to place unknown.

By: Aditya Aima

Silence of Sound

2009-12-18T00:04:00.000+05:30

In the middle of crowd,
between the screams of shout,
all I seek to know,
what hides behind the silence of sound.

In the showers of praise,
between the screams of laughter,
all I seek to know,
what holds for me in the silence of my joy.

In the noise of life,
between few words and smile,
all I want to hear,
what lies behind the silence of her eyes.

In the middle of partying friends,
between the clapping hands,
all I seek to feel,
two hands that hold me close,
and make my heart beat once more...

By: Aditya Aima

Imperfect One !

2009-11-13T01:22:00.000+05:30

I have loved,
I have hurt,
I have been hurt,
I have paid my penance,
Rest is up to god...

A perfect assassin to those,
who i have hurt,
who lures by his smile and
kills by his heart...

A perfect friend to those,
whom i have helped,
when i was their last hope...

I have been lucky,
to have survived,
freek accidents pull me out,
when am in hell...

My heart is not perfect,
but it beats,
Those who can hold on..
know what being loved is...
and those who cant..sorry..
but someone else prayed harder for me...

I have hurt where i have loved..
but made sure i pay my penance...
and moved forward....

I have faltered where i should have excelled...
but i know NO One Is PERFECT....

I Am Also A "ONE"

By:Aditya Aima...

Kutch Khass Hai...

2009-10-17T17:09:00.000+05:30

Chand roz pehle ki baat hai,
par baat phir bhi khaas hai.
Ek sondhi si shaam hai,
ek nayi subah ka ehsaas hai.

Kuch pyari si dhun hai,
uski baton ka yeh andaaz hai.
Khule aasma main uska... udne ka khwaab hai,
par paron pe phir bhi... mitti ka nishaan hai.

Sambhalna mushkil hai thoda,
nazuk sa jo dil hai uska.
Oos ki bundon sa,
komal sa mann hain uska.

Kya kahun, uski dosti ka jo dhang hai,
daant main bhi...thoda thoda sa pyaar hai.
Shabdon main bhandna mushkil hai,
har din dikta uska naya rang hai.

Char pal zindagii ke,
kutch din dosti ke.
Kutch khass hai,
yeh jo dost mere pass hai.

By: Aditya Aima

Mushkil hai zuban karna....

2009-09-30T13:42:00.000+05:30

Thoda mushkil hai zuban karna,
jo hua..woh firse kehna.........
hum ache the...kab kaha maine...
par itne bhi bure nahi the..
ki chal diye kisi aur ka hath thamain...

do pal tere sath ke.....
kuch sansey tere naam ki...
kuch batein ankahi si...
tham gayi zindagi... tere intezaar main..

tum dur hote to aasaan hota....
kabhi tera samna na hota...
roz milke bichadna na hota....
is dil ko tadapna na padta...

kisi aur ka sath... tera nibhana
bahut mushkil hai ab... teri dosti sambhalna...
kehte kehte ruk jana....
apne dil ka haal tujse chupana...

thoda mushkil hai zuban karna....
tujse ruth ke dur jana.....
dil ka yeh kaha ansuna karna..
ki mushkil hai..tera ab laut aana...

By: Aditya Aima

What good a sorry would do !

2009-09-22T12:20:00.000+05:30

I won't say sorry to you,
I won't beg forgiveness from you,
For.... the mistakes made by me,
must have hurt you,
so, what good a sorry would do !

But, the thought won't leave my head,
that, once I held your hand,
I want to forget,
and start afresh.

But, my mind keeps going back to you,
even when I have long left you,
So, what good a sorry would do !
when I know it won't heal you .

By: Aditya Aima

It's 5:00 A.M.

2009-09-20T06:13:00.001+05:30

It’s 5:00 A.M. in the morning,,
I should be sleeping,
But I am listening ,
To Hallelujah…..wondering….
What’s happening…….
With my thinking……
Then I remember somebody saying….
Life is beautiful….and worth living….
So stop crying…..
And start smiling….
Coz…sun will rise soon...
The darkest hour it might be….
But I know….for sure….
Dawn will break…soon…

I should be sleeping…
But I am wondering …
Wondering….
What the new day will bring….
A joyful spring…..
Or a sorrowful….engraving..
Painful engravings….
Into my heart’s flesh…
Or a cheerful marking
of a loveful touch….
It’s 6:00 A.M.
Sun is out…..
The darkness gone….
Penance paid…
A few broken hearts still remain….
A touch of love…a work of time….
Will heal them again…..
Life….it just…goes on…..
like this...again and again....

By: Aditya Aima

Lakshya

2009-09-17T21:04:00.000+05:30

Chod de vilap tu ab,
Fir se kar shuruat nayi ab,
Aaj din naya…aaj subah nayi,
Kar le ab shuruat sahi....

Tera lakshya teri rah dekhe,
Us rah par nikal pad tu ab,
Jis rah se tu apne lakshya ko bhede…..
Rah main yadi kantein aaye,
Un kanton ko tu kuchal kar chal,
Pairon se yadi lahu bahe,
Us lahoo ko tu bahakar chal,
Apne lakshya ki aur tu badta chal,
Apne laksya ki aur tu badta chal….

Rah main jitni kathinayiyan aaye,
Un kathinayiyun se do-char kar,
Apni himmat se tu war kar,
Kathinayiyun ko taar-taar kar…

Rah main yadi koi hara mile,
Use bhi sath uthakar chal,
Sahas jiska tut gaya ho,
Usko sahas ka udhran de,
Apne laksh ki aur tu badta chal,
Apne lakshya ka tu bhedan kar…..

By: Aditya Aima

Yadeen...

2009-09-16T01:19:00.001+05:30

aaj akele main baith kar yeh sonchte hai mann,kaash uske dil ka kaha,sun kar ansuna na kiya hota....
aaj woh paas nahi to uski batein yaad aati hai,is dil ko tadpakar,jake phir laout aati hai...
aab koi paas nahi,koi nahi jiski aanko main khud ko dekhun....jo paas the...unko door kar diya...
koi tha mere jivan main...jiski sanse mere dhadkan thi...usko chod diya maine....sanso ke liye rote hue...
ab har sans main uski yaad aati hai....har dhadkan rote hue puchti hai...ki kiske liye dhadkti hun main...
kab tak tadapega yeh dil...uski yaad main,,jise maine tadapta chod diya..kab hoga yeh jivan mukt uski yaadoon se...

By: Aditya Aima

bakwaas ki bhi hadd hoti hai....maine woh bhi paar kar li.. :D