Imperfect One !

I have loved,
I have hurt,
I have been hurt,
I have paid my penance,
Rest is up to god...

A perfect assassin to those,
who i have hurt,
who lures by his smile and
kills by his heart...

A perfect friend to those,
whom i have helped,
when i was their last hope...

I have been lucky,
to have survived,
freek accidents pull me out,
when am in hell...

My heart is not perfect,
but it beats,
Those who can hold on..
know what being loved is...
and those who cant..sorry..
but someone else prayed harder for me...

I have hurt where i have loved..
but made sure i pay my penance...
and moved forward....

I have faltered where i should have excelled...
but i know NO One Is PERFECT....

I Am Also A "ONE"

By: me for me
Aditya Aima...

Kutch Khass Hai...

Chand roz pehle ki baat hai,
par baat phir bhi khaas hai.
Ek sondhi si shaam hai,
ek nayi subah ka ehsaas hai.

Kuch pyari si dhun hai,
uski baton ka yeh andaaz hai.
Khule aasma main uska... udne ka khwaab hai,
par paron pe phir bhi... mitti ka nishaan hai.

Sambhalna mushkil hai thoda,
nazuk sa jo dil hai uska.
Oos ki bundon sa,
komal sa mann hain uska.

Kya kahun, uski dosti ka jo dhang hai,
daant main bhi...thoda thoda sa pyaar hai.
Shabdon main bhandna mushkil hai,
har din dikta uska naya rang hai.

Char pal zindagii ke,
kutch din dosti ke.
Kutch khass hai,
yeh jo dost mere pass hai.

By: Aditya Aima

Mushkil hai zuban karna....

Thoda mushkil hai zuban karna,
jo hua..woh firse kehna.........
hum ache the...kab kaha maine...
par itne bhi bure nahi the..
ki chal diye kisi aur ka hath thamain...

do pal tere sath ke.....
kutch sansey tere naam ki...
kutch batein ankahi si...
tham gayi zindagi... tere intezaar main..

tum dur hote to aasaan hota....
kabhi tera samna na hota...
roz milke bichadna na hota....
is dil ko tadapna na padta...

kisi aur ka sath... tera nibhana
bahut mushkil hai ab... teri dosti sambhalna...
kehte kehte ruk jana....
apne dil ka haal tujse chupana...

thoda mushkil hai zuban karna....
tujse ruth ke dur jana.....
dil ka yeh kaha ansuna karna..
ki mushkil hai..tera ab laut aana...

By: Aditya Aima

What good a sorry would do !

I won't say sorry to you,
I won't beg forgiveness from you,
For.... the mistakes made by me,
must have hurt you,
so, what good a sorry would do !

But, the thought won't leave my head,
that, once I held your hand,
I want to forget,
and start afresh.

But, my mind keeps going back to you,
even when I have long left you,
So, what good a sorry would do !
when I know it won't heal you .

By: Aditya Aima

It's 5:00 A.M.

It’s 5:00 A.M. in the morning,,
I should be sleeping,
But I am listening ,
To Hallelujah…..wondering….
What’s happening…….
With my thinking……
Then I remember somebody saying….
Life is beautiful….and worth living….
So stop crying…..
And start smiling….
Coz…sun will rise soon...
The darkest hour it might be….
But I know….for sure….
Dawn will break…soon…
I should be sleeping…
But I am wondering …
Wondering….
What the new day will bring….
A joyful spring…..
Or a sorrowful….engraving..
Painful engravings….
Into my heart’s flesh…
Or a cheerful marking
of a loveful touch….
It’s 6:00 A.M.
Sun is out…..
The darkness gone….
Penance paid…
A few broken hearts still remain….
A touch of love…a work of time….
Will heal them again…..
Life….it just…goes on…..
like this...again and again....

By: Aditya Aima

Lakshya

Chod de vilap tu ab,
Fir se kar shuruat nayi ab,
Aaj din naya…aaj subah nayi,
Kar le ab shuruat sahi....

Tera lakshya teri rah dekhe,
Us rah par nikal pad tu ab,
Jis rah se tu apne lakshya ko bhede…..
Rah main yadi kantein aaye,
Un kanton ko tu kuchal kar chal,
Pairon se yadi lahu bahe,
Us lahoo ko tu bahakar chal,
Apne lakshya ki aur tu badta chal,
Apne laksya ki aur tu badta chal….

Rah main jitni kathinayiyan aaye,
Un kathinayiyun se do-char kar,
Apni himmat se tu war kar,
Kathinayiyun ko taar-taar kar…

Rah main yadi koi hara mile,
Use bhi sath uthakar chal,
Sahas jiska tut gaya ho,
Usko sahas ka udhran de,
Apne laksh ki aur tu badta chal,
Apne lakshya ka tu bhedan kar…..

By: Aditya Aima

Yadeen...

aaj akele main baith kar yeh sonchte hai mann,kaash uske dil ka kaha,sun kar ansuna na kiya hota....
aaj woh paas nahi to uski batein yaad aati hai,is dil ko tadpakar,jake phir laout aati hai...
aab koi paas nahi,koi nahi jiski aanko main khud ko dekhun....jo paas the...unko door kar diya...
koi tha mere jivan main...jiski sanse mere dhadkan thi...usko chod diya maine....sanso ke liye rote hue...
ab har sans main uski yaad aati hai....har dhadkan rote hue puchti hai...ki kiske liye dhadkti hun main...
kab tak tadapega yeh dil...uski yaad main,,jise maine tadapta chod diya..kab hoga yeh jivan mukt uski yaadoon se...

By: Aditya Aima